yesterday.... soooo fuckin depressing.
matt and me went to jaxon's house.
we helped his mom clean some of his old stuff out.
you'll never believe who showed up.
that fucker who killed my best friend.
i was livid when i found out who he was.
he knocked on the door... i thought he was some sales guy.
jaxon's mom couldn't answer it... she's been a mess since almost two sundays ago.
when he told me who he was.... fucking right i punched him in the face.
i sprained my wrist... but it was worth it.
matt had to hold me back.
this guy's name is lewis miller.
FUCK HIM.
the worst part is that he's 40 something... he's supposed to have a mindset of a fucking 40 something year old.
a fucking baby could have made a better judgement than he did.
i told him that.
he said that he deserved the punch and anything else i'm was going to say to him.
that comment pissed me right off. i told him that he deserved a million times worse than what i was about to give him.
i asked him if he had any children.... he said he did.
then i told him how unfair it was to take someone else's child away when he had his fucking brats still alive.
i told him i wish it was an eye for an eye.... just so he knows what it feels like.
i asked him how someone can be so fucking selfish and incosiderate to take someone else's child's life away when they have their own.
that hit a nerve because he looked like he was going to cry.
i told him how unfair it was that jaxon, so young, and obviously way smarter lost his life when someone as old and pathetic like him was still alive.
i told him he KILLED my bestfriend and i HOPED that jaxon's blood will never wash from his hands.
matt said his bit to this fucker too.
then he told me to go see if jaxon's mom was up to meeting this lowlife.
god i was so nervous to tell her... but i knew she had to know this guy was here, instead of me and matt hiding it from her.
jaxon's mom looked furious.
when i told her, she got up from jaxon's bed, picked up some pictures of him and ran out the door.
she was crying and walked right up to the man and told him to look at the boy who he killed.
she was hysterical.
she threw the pictures at the guy and told him to "get off her fucking property"
matt then told him that trash like him aren't welcome at this place.
that fucker lewis was crying when he left.
i hope he will never forget jaxon... or the effect his retarded actions and judgements had on jaxon's family and friends.

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD WHY DO IDIOTS DRINK AND DRIVE?!!?!?!??!!?